seeques.

I'm probably just being selfish, i know i had my chance with him and it didn't work out. He will always be the one i feel the hardest for and yet didn't get. Everyone knows him and as that boy. Everyone knows you for me. On the other hand the girls my best friend. If your close friend had a chance to get with the man of your dreams, who would you do? Let her do it and be so angry yet try and act happy for her when she speaks about him 24/7 or tell her Its just not nice because she should know how much he still means to me. Yeah I'm stuck. But its sort of hypocritical, something like this happened last year which i totally regret. We both met a guy we were crazy over, but we were closer and i got with him, which was wrong but they hardly spoke. Still she spun out and we ruined a great friendship, i just don't want this to happen again and to me this time.