I'm so glad i didn't get my hopes up. I'm totally fine in fact, probably more than that. If i was any other girl with any other guy then id be depressed right now by the way things are (or arnt in my case) going. but I'm not. life's really not that bad, i mean seriously think. look at your life from my perspective. if you only see the bad things, focus on the bad things you will have a shit life but they are only small. if you look at the bigger picture i bet you all have amazing lives just like mine and I'm so grateful for my friends, family and everyone that may walk in and out my life. so ending on happy note for a change, i love you all. :)