Thursday, May 20
One after the other. I cant remember the last time i wasnt seeing someone. That may make me sound bad, or a bit of a player, but im not. Ive just wanted someone so bad for so long im not even thinking about my decisions, which leads to regret. Oh how i hate this feeling. Everytime its the same, i either get my hopes up and there less than i expected OR they go to fast, get to obbsessed i freak out and just stop talking to them. Its happening again. I cant make up my mind. Maybe im not ment to see anyone right now? i guess thinks will have to work things out their own way, who ever im with, im with...